I feel SO much better about my decision after that talk this a.m….it’s like a weight has been lifted off of my spirit but some how my spirit is confused on what to do lol…

it’s (my spirit) been held down and “smothered” for so long with being persuaded by outside opinions/decisions about my happiness in my professional life and not being able to truly be free with it’s self that it’s just sitting there with excitement ready to explode (in a positive way)….

all I can say is that I’m happy now that I can FINALLY exhale & feel like myself once again….it feels good to breathe again…I’m slowly but surely growing stronger & stronger…

(sidenote: “shark week” is approaching so it’s a mix between being in a great mood and being irritable and tired….some good rest in the morning before my a.m. dr’s appointment should (hopefully) do some good)